Topsy Turvy

I started out blogging about mid-life, which morphed into the "Year of the Wedding," back to mid-life, to the joys of grandparenthood.  I'm all over the map.  I suppose life is complex for most of us, a mélange of experiences.

Which brings me to my most recent conundrum I so want to share with you, (which is theoretically why I blog), but I just can't, not right now, maybe never.  Unless it gets into the book.

Which is exactly how this information came to be.  I frequently ask questions of family when I need solid corroboration, and one has to be prepared for the answer.

And I've come to learn sometimes what you truly one hundred percent believe to be true isn't, and that can turn your world upside down.

The thing is, when you love someone unconditionally you want to believe there are reasons for their actions, but sometimes it's hard to come up with any and that affects everyone's history, including my own. And so I am sitting on this, and when the dust settles I might reveal more of my story, which is unraveling in ways I would never have expected.

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