I'm on to me...

I have been wondering, when I am going to finish this book?

And when will I learn to buy clothing ahead of time, not three days before I have a wedding to attend, as in this weekend (that's a whole other subject to discuss). And when will I stop hoping that Giada De Laurentiis and Todd will get back together? (Which is almost impossible not to think about, because when a new episode of Giada at Home airs on the Food Network, Todd is not in the opening photos.)

These are not questions you would expect from such a well organized person, such as myself. I'm a person who commits! I'm so committed, if I start a book and I don't like it, I read it anyway. It just took me four months to finish reading Eat, Pray, Love. Didn't love it and I prayed I'd hurry up and finish it. Sorry Oprah.

I am suspecting I am just a little too comfortable in my routine, and perhaps, I don't like change. Finishing up the book means change. Giada no longer cooking for Todd means change. I know, I need to move on, change is inevitable. I'm on to me...